Wow. One of those damn nights that sucks my pleasure and peace. It is not easy working out a business deal with family. Especially crazy ass family. I have had no bathroom for two full weeks. It is just not right. I am tired of the fight. Tired and working so hard to keep my self sane and my family happy. But there is one thing I know. I love my man. He is crazy (literally) and fun and adorable and loving. I could not do this half ass survival called life without him. Since I was 14 years old, he has been my go to guy. I love you baby. And I always will.