Vixen’s Pixels

I think the job interview went well. They will let me know by the end of the week. Now I love my current job and my boss is like a Dad to me. That is why I haven’t talked much about this. I feel so terribly guilty. But I need stability it my life. Mr. Vixen is applying for permanent disability, but that takes 3-5 months according to SSDI. His state disability ended on August 31st and I simply do not make enough money to pay our rent and eat. Before when we lived in town, on three occasions I took a second job to support us while he was out of work. But each time almost killed me. I get so little sleep and I become so stressed out that my blood sugar goes so out of control that I become very ill. So I have to do what is best for my family, even if it means hurting my boss’ feelings. Life is hard sometimes all the time. Sigh.

In other news, I got all the squares edged and during Heroes tonight I am going to start putting them together into an afghan. For kids! With cancer! It makes me feel so hopeful to do this. However, I was pretty sure the squares were going to devour me before I ever finished. And Marlee, two squares in there are with the yarn you donated to the cause made with your prayers and my fingers….one for you and one for your daughter. Thank you so much for your contribution!